Wednesday, September 15, 2010

These empty pockets

What no one talks about when in any professional school is how hard it is to live off loans. You see, whatever you use to pay for rent, groceries, school supplies, restaurant dinners all comes from someone else's pocket. Every time I open my wallet, I'm reminded that I'm living off someone else's money. What's even worse is that my life these four years will be paid with interest over the following 25 years. It's definitely something that I can't seem to get over, even though I'm a quarter of the way through.

Tonight is one of those nights where I'm feeling a little nervous and panicked. Although I've tried to bring my living expenses down (my rent got cut by about $75 by moving to Hollywood), the cost of my materials for this semester and the new federal loan policies (that tack on ridiculous fees for taking out loans) have put a HUGE dent in my "someone-else's" wallet. Maybe it's time to find a part-time job (and find/make the time for it) or join the army...

God, please help me to trust that You'll provide enough to make it through this semester.

Sunday, September 12, 2010

The Chef & Me

Tonight, I had the privilege of taking part of a cooking class with a chef I adore.

When asked what she deems as "good" food, she effortlessly replied that whenever someone makes you food, it's "good" food because they took the time and creative effort to create a meal for you.

That makes two of us.

The first meal that my boyfriend cooked for me was sausage and onions. At the time, we still hadn't defined our relationship and we were in this butterflies-in-your-stomach, giddy start to the relationship. Living in the ultimate bachelor's apartment (mismatched furniture and a fridge packed with meat and all), he had nothing in his fridge to feed the both of us except sausage. So he chopped up his sausage and onions and in less than an hour, there was a stir-fried bowl of sausage and onions on a bed of rice in front of me.

Although I'm not the biggest sausage fan, that had to have been the tastiest sausage I've ever had. Over the years, we've had so many food adventures, both cooking ourselves and trying new restaurants...
Michael's dduk-bokki.. which is hit-or-miss (in his opinion) but always delicious to me.

At Taco Rosa, a shameless Mexican chain restaurant in Tustin ('twas actually good that day).

At George's in La Jolla. The most delicious and yet most uncomfortable meal ever!

Our marmalade pork ribs and potatoes au gratin. Satisfactory, at best ;)

Dinner at Cous Cous in San Diego for our anniversary. The BEST middle eastern food I've ever had!

Our tried-and-true Beef Panamanian empanadas! Delish!

As someone who loves to cook and enjoy good food (although not yet a good cook), I will say this: Food is never better than with someone you adore.

Here's to a bazillion more of our Food & Wine adventures!